I'm about to hold on no longer. In three months, it will be five years. These five years have truly been exhausting.

The assets in my hands have always been stuck around the million mark. Since October, I've been grinding, and I've also dropped 5 points. Is it my own strategy that’s flawed, or is this market cycle just not as optimistic? The more I think about it, the more anxious I become.

I've really considered quitting, even thought about going back to a regular job. But I can't bear to let go because I haven't yet seen the results. So I remain conflicted, and watching the market every day is very painful.